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Post by ICARUS ALAWN LUGUBELENUS on Apr 6, 2014 19:36:43 GMT -5
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Post by ICARUS ALAWN LUGUBELENUS on May 11, 2014 21:49:54 GMT -5
Do I dare Disturb the universe? In a minute there is time For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse. — T. S. Eliot
November 2023 Xochilt,
I couldn't sleep, it was a bad night; seems to be the story these days. I keep wondering if you've gone forever, or maybe you were never here to begin with. It sort of feels like a long drawn out dream that I still haven't awoken from. Maybe I never will. I'm not sure I want to wake in a world with out you anyways. I should have begged you to stay, but I didn't know how. So I didn't.
I'm an idiot.
Please come back Xochilt, please come back to me. I'm going out of my mind with out you. Don't you know its just one word, one word you would have to say and I would come running to be there with you. I could be a thousand cities away but I would still come for you. I never wanted you to leave Xochilt. I still don't want you to leave.
Always Yours, Icarus
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Post by ICARUS ALAWN LUGUBELENUS on May 12, 2014 2:15:58 GMT -5
"I'm fine" His voice is soft, a breath that struggles to escape his lung. Words forced by his tongue past his teeth. Words he cannot even believe but he speaks them anyways. His gaze falls downwards away from judgmental eyes. Eyes that can see through the lies as obvious as day light. All things aside its the truth. He bares no physical scars. He can walk among his peers like anyone else. He has no right to feel the pain in hi chest that feels as if it is consuming him whole. "Don't worry, I'm fine. I have to be."
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Post by ICARUS ALAWN LUGUBELENUS on May 12, 2014 2:24:03 GMT -5
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Post by ICARUS ALAWN LUGUBELENUS on May 12, 2014 2:36:12 GMT -5
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Post by ICARUS ALAWN LUGUBELENUS on May 12, 2014 15:50:43 GMT -5
kissing her was like connecting a constellation. her soft berry lips pressing to mine, the way my fingers traced the heavens in her back. it always seemed like another motion, simple and enjoyable. so simple and yet nothing as ever made my heart beat so hard in my ears, nothing has made my brain swirl with a million thoughts. kissing her is like connecting a constellation.
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Post by ICARUS ALAWN LUGUBELENUS on May 12, 2014 15:58:52 GMT -5
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Post by ICARUS ALAWN LUGUBELENUS on May 16, 2014 21:24:15 GMT -5
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