Declaration of Co-dependence /// Walker

[MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY]

FEELS LIKE IT'S FOREVER. SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE RUNNIN' ROUND TOWN TOGETHER. AND I'M DREAMING OF A PLACE CALLED HOME.

Maddie had spent the last few days boggling what she had seen. Lynie had made it a point to not be around. For whatever reason, she had decided to give Maddie her space. Shocker. Though, Maddie wanted her here now. She needed some answers and she knew that Lynie had them, she had seen that her brother was Walker when Maddie had began to fall in love with him. What was wrong with her? She had never felt that way toward a boy before, and had the feelings returned.

She was also worried at how Walker felt. She now knew his real name was Ryder, but she couldn't just tell him. He doesn't remember his past, and clearly, Maddie has it just as muddy. She made her way to a clear spot in the lawns after class, which brought another thing to her attention. She is repeating a year, she can't let anything slip. This was one slippery slope she had come across, but maybe she could handle it this year. Maybe, just maybe, this could be a blessing in disguise and put some reigns on Lynie's free spirited behavior? Of course, that would be quite a test.

She backed herself into a tree and tilted her head back into the bark, exhaling through her mouth. She didn't know what to do, and she stuffed her hands in her pockets. It was nice out still, and she knew there would be colder weather around the corner, but for now she was perfectly fine in her shorts. She let herself slide down the tree and sit there staring up at the sunny sky. It seemed to be a bit earlier than midday, and clouds were slowly rolling in. Clouds that wouldn't be covering the sun up at least for an hour or so, but it definitely looked like it would be a good strong last summer storm with rain and the whole sh'bang. For some reason unknown to Maddie, she always loved thunderstorms. Maybe it was a family thing from her biological family, but no matter, she enjoyed them. Especially the rain.

She sat there and stared at the clouds pondering her own thoughts of how to deal with what happened a mere three days ago. She slapped him, pushed him away, and he was gone when she had come back to own mind. there was something wrong, and she needed to fix it no matter how hard it would be. She closed her eyes and let the sun sink into her skin as she went through her head to find the right words for an apology. She slowly drifted off and a dream began. It seemed more like another vision than a dream.

She stood in the middle of a large room with no one around. She looked around to see pictures on the wall. Still pictures. No voices, no movement, and her footsteps didn't seem to make noise, which made her uneasy. She tried to speak, and nothing. On her first big step she felt a tug on her ankles. She was in a ball gown and was stepping on part of it. She put her hands down her body, emotionally frantic, to find herself bundled in what only could be described as her perfect wedding dress. Was her mind just playing tricks on her, or was this an actual vision? She didn't know whether to trust it or not, but she decided to see where this would lead.

She is still unaware that she is a seer, but knows there is something linked to things she imagines and what will eventually happen. So sure, this did scare her decently. As she brought her hands up, she found another thing that seemed unfamiliar. The pair on her chest was decently bigger than she had remembered from moments before standing on the lawns of Hogwarts.

A picture caught her eye. She walked toward the eye level frame on the wall. What had caught her eye was a picture wedged in the corner. She looked at it hard, curiously as to why the people in the image seemed so familiar. She plucked the image from the frame and held it in both of her hands. She flipped it quickly back and forth, and then realized there was writing on the back. She flipped it slowly to find Finn, Ryder, Fletch, and Lyn. The date was too warn to read, but she turned it back in her hand to peer at the image again. It had to be around 2012-13. Maddie looked at herself and knew she was only four or five.

She saw it then. This was the image she was given at the orphanage, it was tucked far away in her bedroom with her childhood teddy bear and blanket. The only three things she still had from her former life. Things had all started to make sense, or so it seemed. She hadn't heard anything for what seemed like forever, but really only fifteen minutes had passed, she heard footstep. From her own surroundings, they didn't sound like they were from inside the room she was in. She deduced that there would have been a clacking echo. That could only mean one thing, someone was walking the cement sidewalk beside her sleeping body. The sound caused her to wake, and she realized that a few students were passing. Beyond them, she saw Walker heading her way. She took a deep breath and stood up, making it a point to be in his line of sight as he got closer. Only hoping he would stop so she could apologize. She had one finger from her left hand in a few fingers from her right hand. Playing with her finger nail, it was a nervous habit she had always just seemed to have. There was a small chill in the air that she just didn't expect, or notice anyone else feel. Apparently, there were tricks being pulled on her and her emotions from somewhere. Maybe it was spirits.

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Walker, clueless of his past and not understanding what had really happened, had avoided running across Madalyn for about three days. Sometimes stopping in doorways, sometimes throwing himself in dark corners, but he had done it. His sister had been much harder to avoid being they were in the same dorm, but he had also managed some of that not at all sure how to explain to her what was going on in the world without her knowing. In a way that was a breaking of innocence as well and not something he wanted to do to her really.

He had asked his father to help him there by Owl, requesting a quick trip out to a muggle library with his hoarded muggle change (not much of it either).

But now another girl had convinced him he had to speak to Madalyn to find out what had happened and if she was okay. He regretted it, but he knew it had to be done. He wasn't looking forward to being told off and chewed out nor ignored, but he was expecting the worst. There was just something about all this which told him this was about him. Maybe just instinct, but there was no way he wasn't the cause of what happened. And he knew he had good instincts. As he came across the lawns headed for the lake he saw her and dead stopped. She hadn't seen him yet and he took a deep breath, then again after letting the first out.

Getting up his nerve, he changed where he had been going to intercept her spot, seeing her sit up and look his way as she glanced around. As he walked towards her, she stood and seemed to be waiting for him, probably trying to brace herself as much as he was. So. She was ready for this. Inwardly this didn't help much, in fact it gave him butterflies. She was still pretty and he felt no urge to kiss her again which confused him, between his physical desire and his mental wariness. When he was within a few feet of her, he stopped, well out of arm's reach.

His eyes were a mix of edginess and wariness, not knowing what was going on. "Don't worry, I won't touch you. I just want to see if you are okay."

MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY

[MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY]

FEELS LIKE IT'S FOREVER. SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE RUNNIN' ROUND TOWN TOGETHER. AND I'M DREAMING OF A PLACE CALLED HOME.

As he got closer, Maddie's heart sped up. She didn't know why she was so attracted to him. Okay, so she did. Though, now that she knew he was her brother, it was weird. Or at the very least, weirder... She took another deep breath through her nose and slowly released it through a crack in her lips. What would he say? Would he be mad? Was he hurt? Of course!! She knew she had hurt him, and he seemed to be completely clueless as to what she knew him to be.

she winced slightly when he opened his mouth, half expecting him to proclaim his anger and curse her out for slapping him, but he didn't. He told her he wouldn't touch her and that he wanted to make sure she was okay? This confused her, though when she thought about what had actually happened, it all made sense. She deduced that he assumed there was something wrong. A girl doesn't just slap a guy for no reason. Maddie's eyes fluttered and her face deemed sadness. She looked away for a brief second and then back to his beautiful eyes. "I.. Walker.. I.. We.. I need to talk to you..." her vocal chords grasped for moisture and her words came out dry and parched like. She swallowed to wet her throat, "That kiss.." she started in, but stopped. That was NOT a good starting place. The kiss was... amazing... but she needed to actually sit down with him.

She put out her hand. "Look.. I think we forgot a few things.. I'm Madalyn?" she said, half questioningly. She knew they had went through this, and it would, again, seem weird to Walker. She knew that by the end of this conversation, he would understand why she went back to the beginning in order to enhance their knowledge about one another, and find how neither one drew up that they were siblings.

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She seemed taken aback, as if this was not what she had expected. How could it not be? He wasn't some jerk or idiot after all. And he liked her a lot despite the fact they seemed to be strangers. Even now this close to her he found it difficult not to check her out some, drawn to her presence. She hesitated, fumbled over his name and words and he gave her a look for a moment which he hoped was neutral. She said she wanted to talk and that surprised him; he had been expecting something worse, much worse to come out.

Instead she seemed shaken, nervous. What was going on here?

The kiss. Ah Circe's T!ts she would start with that part! He could still remember the taste of her, how she had dared him to kiss her, that playful way they had met. It had all started off so brilliantly to end in such a confusing disaster! When she closed her eyes for a second, his eyes darted down to her chest and took a moment to judge her size, quickly looking back up again. If this was all some female thing he would feel like dropping a brick...

She held out her hand and introduced herself and he looked down at it, frowning, then back at her perplexed. "But we--" Something in her eyes told him she felt she had something he would need to restart like this again. He hesitated, then slowly reached out and shook her hand firmly, but slowly. "And I'm Walker. We've done this dance before I think..."

MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY

[MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY]

FEELS LIKE IT'S FOREVER. SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE RUNNIN' ROUND TOWN TOGETHER. AND I'M DREAMING OF A PLACE CALLED HOME.

As he began back, he hesitated and she had expected that. She seemed insane, and she knew it. She smiled slightly, but it faded when he looked back up to her. There was no way for this to be easy and she knew that the feelings that they did have for each other were nothing more than a lust type thing, right? I guess it really isn't unheard of for two people to fall in love that are also long lost siblings. As these thoughts ran through her mind, she didn't know how to take the next step, or even if she could believe her visions, however, most things she had seen like that eventually had happened.

There was a humility about all of this that she wasn't befriending. A guy she had never met comes into her life, she basically falls in love at first sight, and he turns out to be one of her three siblings she hadn't seen since she was five? Like, what the fuck? "Okay.. So. Now comes the awkward and undeniably chaotic explanation for.. slapping you.." she said, looking down. She put her hands together and played with her finger tips. This would be hard and a tear streamed her face. Not only did she have to explain to him that they are siblings, but she'd have to, again, deal with letting someone in about the little girl in her head. "I.. Uh.. C-can we sit?.." she said, discomforting. This wasn't going to be easy, and she didn't even know if he would take it well... Would he even believe her?

She walked past him to take a seat on the bench next to the cement path. She wasn't taking a no for an answer on this, how could she tell him this standing in front of him? She sat down and looked over at him. She wiped the small tear that ran down her face and put her hands on her knees. She took in a deep breath and tried to mentally prepare herself for the following conversation. What was this going to be, exactly? She waited for him to join her in sitting, hopeful that this would go okay. As she waited, Lynie popped her voice in for the first time in those three days, a faint noise that Maddie noted. Lynie was there now, and she might even make this easier.

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He waited for her to start thinking this was already going to be one of the weirdest conversations probably in his life, not to mention most awkward. There was little that he could imagine that would explain what was going on however and nothing like what she was about to explain. When she said 'chaotic' explanation his eyes narrowed. He was expecting something simple, not complex. "Uh...okay." She fiddled with her fingers and then asked if they could sit down.

That didn't bode well for the length of the conversation. Walker watched her to the bench and then walked around, plopping down across from her on the grass looking up. Not feeling comfortable he preferred the ground anyway, a half sprawled form not sitting in the typical cross legged style. "I prefer the grass, nothing personal," he added, watching her nerves and felt himself getting edgy again as well waiting!

With the feelings mounting more, he waited for her to say or do something which would explain the bizarre behavior of a few days ago...

MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY

[MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY]

FEELS LIKE IT'S FOREVER. SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE RUNNIN' ROUND TOWN TOGETHER. AND I'M DREAMING OF A PLACE CALLED HOME.

As he reached her she watched him sit and nodded to his explanation. This was fine with her, no harm done. She looked at him, trying to build up the confidence to start. She closed her eyes and began, "Okay look.. I was adopted when I was six from a family that was attacked by vampires. I thought I was the only surviving member of my family. My name was changed and I was adopted into the Weasley family. I didn't slap you, Lynie did... I don't know what's wrong with me.. She's a six year old.. me.. as a-a six year old.. inside my head.. and she takes over sometimes... and I have this weird thing.. where I can see.. or-or feel what will happen in the future.. and.. I.. I saw you.. and me.. and.." she felt like she sped through most of that, and she began to breathe heavily. She was so scared to just tell him all this, and that is what she did. She didn't know how to handle something like this, and letting him in on the fact that he was her brother would have to wait. She needed to break this up a bit so he wasn't being flushed with information, and she was able to take a breath and not hyperventilate.

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With her eyes closed, she cold not see his reactions, but as she spoke he had two in particular and both made him inexplicably upset in their own way. The first was the mention of vampires. The face of fear that popped on his face was quick, as was his sudden reaching up to press on his shirt under his neck and feel the cross he had hanging there. While there was nothing that said it would help, he fervently hoped it would! In addition both his back pockets had garlic cloves in them changed weekly. He had always been absolutely freaking terrified of vampires and the thought of them was enough to get his tension up much higher then a moment ago.

The second thing was a chill which ran up his spine when she said she 'had thought' she was the only survivor. He didn't know why exactly, but it seemed horrible at the same time and he put up one shoulder then the other as the little chill came up as if uncomfortable. She kept speaking however so he made no sound, but one eyebrow went up as she spoke about a six year old. Unlike Madalyn, his instant thought was 'Wait, six year old? So, when her family was attacked, she got a split personality?' So he had been slapped by a six year old inside her head. Okay yeah that wasn't creepy at all...

"Okay,hang on a minute and let me get this straight. You are saying that because of your family being wiped out when you were six, there's a six year old in your head who objects to you kissing guys? And that's why I got slapped? Or because she and you saw something we're going to do in the future?" he waited for confirmation before he said softly "Yeah, that one may take a bit of time to sink in. Why wasn't this six year old out at the party since it was all full of games and such? Seems more her type of immaturity..."

And it didn't sound like he was believing her, but it was actually having trouble with the concepts, no actual belief involved. "And you have no control over this Lynie I take it." Jeeze, they were never going to get any farther then that kiss it sounded like. A six year old loose in your head could seriously mess up a romance quickly.

MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY

[MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY]

FEELS LIKE IT'S FOREVER. SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE RUNNIN' ROUND TOWN TOGETHER. AND I'M DREAMING OF A PLACE CALLED HOME.

She slowly nodded, and her eyes were open wide now. She exhaled slowly and knew she had to continue, even if he sounded like he didn't believe her, there were things that needed to be said. "Look.. I don't expect you to understand this all... or even believe me for that matter.. I need to say it so I know that you've heard it.." She looked down to her fingers.. As much as she hated to admit all of this, she couldn't go on pretending that Lynie wouldn't pop in... or that he wasn't her brother. "I've... The six year old comes from the trauma.. or so the doctors have said. But there is something else... I don't know what it is, but I see things... almost like a seer.." Then it clicked. She had learned about them, and never really put the two together. She was a seer and she would know this now. Not for a while would she know for sure, but she definitely had to look into it. Her train of thought crashed and she closed her eyes for a moment to regain where she was. "She only pops in at emotional times... I don't know.. sometimes I'll go a month without hearing a peep, but I feel like she is always there. I don't how to explain it." she paused for a moment and then, "That doesn't matter.. She is there and she has an issue with you and I specifically..." She said abruptly. There wasn't any other way to say it.

She took another deep breath and looked down at him. He was so cute, and there was everything in the world holding her back from just jumping on him. "Lynie... that vision... you... Everything is just... working against you and I.." She said, with a small tear streaming down. She heard Lynie's voice in her head, Oh just tell him already!!! You know you're his brother! As her voice echoed through her head, Maddie winced. "It's not easy..." her thoughts meant for her mental tot was voiced and she was suddenly embarrassed. She seemed like someone right out of the looney bin. "This whole mess is just.. hard to explain." She hung her head and let a small tear fall.

In one hand, he would know and not believe her... Thinking she was crazy and just coming up with something to avoid saying she wasn't interested in him, which... she was despite their blood ties. Another way he could take all this is believing her and slowly building a working sibling relationship. She wouldn't mind that. She loved having older brothers. There was so much running through her head, and she didn't know what to do now. Her mind began racing, while Lynie rolled her eyes... figuratively.

"Walker.. I..." Her eyes fluttered slightly and then closed. She inhaled, and when she reopened her eyes she had an infantile posture and facial expression about her. When she then spoke, her voice was more girlie, higher pitched, and less maturely sophisticated, "You're name's not Walker." There was a giggle when she said Walker, as if to be judgmental and sarcastic. Almost mocking him for thinking his name was Walker. "Geeze Ryder.. ten years gave you a bad memory?" Maddie was in her own head freaking out. Lynie took a hold of her emotional vulnerability and was taking a spin at the wheel.

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Watching her, he wondered what was going on in her head. She did seem more...crazy then before by far. The other night she had been much more alive, more playful, more exciting! Now she seemed all sad and mental and it was weird by far. He really needed to talk to his sister about this. And he supposed if her family had been wiped out by the blood sucking horror monsters gone awry that made sense that she would have trauma. "Okay..." He didn't sound disbelieving so much as the situation didn't sound completely logical.

If everyone got a six year old in their head for trauma...

So sounds like she had explained the issue. The child in her head representing whatever psycho-mumbo-jumbo didn't like him for some reason. Okay. Maybe he could deal with that part. "Explain? Seems simple enough. 'She' doesn't like me apparently so you have to find out what I did or tell me what the specific reasons she doesn't care for me is." And then he saw the tear and realized she was going emotional girly, the crying thing he had seen from others. Hi instant reaction was one of wanting to back out...

Then she did this weird movement and suddenly he remembered what she had said about the six year old and emotions. So instantly he knew he was dealing with whoever this 'little girl' really was in her head. Which he half believed was something she had made up somehow. "What? Of course it is. How would you know who I am? I only just met you anyway." He gave her a look like she was insane and then it turned to a glare for her mentioning anything about memory. "Excuse me," he said sounding angry, "but you leave my memory alone, whatever you are! And the name is Walker if you are going to want to hear me respond."

MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY

[MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY]

FEELS LIKE IT'S FOREVER. SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE RUNNIN' ROUND TOWN TOGETHER. AND I'M DREAMING OF A PLACE CALLED HOME.

Lynie enjoyed playing games, and as Walker defiantly defended himself over his name, she laughed. Lynie knew the truth.. Lynie remembered the truth, unlike Maddie or Walker. Maybe it was the separation of memory that caused Lynie. A traumatic experience Maddie had decided to make sure she forgot, and it broke into a personality that was stuck in the age she was at the specific traumatic memory. She didn't bother with why Lynie was there anymore, so the thoughts quickly dropped. She didn't care about learning why Lynie was there anymore.

Lynie mocked him with another laugh, "Oh, don't be so coy. If you really don't know your name is Ryder, well.. you have to be missing something from your past. And if you are, you know you're missing some of your past..." She carried on endlessly with some words about how silly and naive he was. There was no end to her words, though she is a six year old... If he were to interrupt her she would probably shut up.

She paused for a moment, "Well.. if you won't believe me... I guess it's your loss. I mean... Haven't you ever wondered where you are from?? Where you grew up? Who dear old mummy and daddy are?" She may be a six year old, talk like a child, and be extremely annoying, but she's been around a while and vocabulary is just something she has picked up on. Lynie secretly hoped these questions would trigger something... Anything. She wanted her brother back as much as Maddie did. Maddie may not remember everything but she wasn't like Walker.. She knew her past, just not every fine detail and image. If she saw her father's face right now, she probably wouldn't recognize him, but she would some way find to know it was him, like Walker Ryder.

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Now he started to feel the emotions, partly fear, partly anger at her pushing him. Confusion was rampant throughout his mind right now. "Excuse me? My name is Walker, are you deaf?" He stood, stance aggressive, more frightened then anything else. There was a way that knowledge could be gotten, people could read the record or steal it. He wasn't about to believe a voice from someone which didn't sound very sane to begin with. "Shut up. Don't you dare laugh at me. Not about this. You have no right to, you hear? No right to."

The childishness of it bothered him the most. And that was what got him up in her face suddenly close. With a hiss of anger he said sharply "No. I don't. And you know why? Because none of you know for real. Only I do and it's locked away!"He tapped the side of his head, his glare furious at her for bringing this up for taunting him with his own weakness. "Cause a bloody dark wizard has locked it away where no one can get it! That's why! You can't prove a bloody damn thing to me cause there's nothing to compare to!"

Now the tear came out of his eyes and he nearly wanted to hit her for starting this, he backed a step away pointing in her face. "Don't you dare try and make fun of me, lead me on like that! I was happy, you hear me?! I finally have someone who cares and now you dredge up stuff with no proof, no way of giving me anything worth spit! They worked on it for a year, a year and nothing can be done! that life is lost, locked away where no one can get at it not even me!" Oh he was getting furious now that she would mess with his head like this!

MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY

[MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY]

FEELS LIKE IT'S FOREVER. SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE RUNNIN' ROUND TOWN TOGETHER. AND I'M DREAMING OF A PLACE CALLED HOME.

As Walker's anger rose, Lynie laughed more. This was funny to a six year old. Honestly, she thought it was some game her brother was playing. After all, she hadn't seen him in ten years. Though, when he actually got in her face, Lynie became classic Lynie, and shoved Maddie back to the reigns. He face grimaced from an infantile smile to a worried, mournful, and apologetic sadness. Tears streamed her face as Walker yelled at her. She had no control over Lynie. She put her hands up to her face and tears streamed down beyond her cheeks onto her hands. "I'm so sorry.." She was a backseat drive to an emotional wreck, and suddenly was flung through the windshield. Her words were hushed behind a choked and dry throat. "I.. Walker.. I.." She felt like there was nothing she could do or say to him. There was no way for her to trust her own words around him anymore.

She watched as his anger grew and he was even more upset. She listened as he explained how no one could unlock his memories. Maddie is also quite the logical thinker in most emotional situations, when Lynie doesn't take control. She wanted so bad to ask him how Lynie would have known any of that if she wasn't somehow involved, but her mind crossed a threshold mid thought. Lynie was Maddie... only younger. Therefore, Maddie should know everything Lynie does, but for whatever reason she doesn't. Though, she knew this, if Lynie knew of how he was missing a piece of his past, there had to be a way to make Walker realize she couldn't have just guessed all of that! "Walker.. I'm sorry.." She had meant to continue with her thoughts out loud, but she couldn't. She sobbed. She was clearly damaged. "how..." she said, softly. She had stood up earlier, but now she sat and was just staring at him. Her mind was like a blank canvas now, waiting for the pieces to be put together.

"How.. did Lynie know that..?" She said, half crying and hushed. She was scared at what all this was going to turn into. She felt horrible for letting Lynie take control like that, and even worse when the brunt of his anger was put on Maddie. Thanks to Lynie hiding away. Walker might be more apt to answer with a how did I know all that from Maddie, but she did explain Lynie to him.

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She started to say sorry and all that and seemed to change back for some reason, who really knew why. He finished his raised voice, and then felt it cut in about half when he realized she was back to normal sort of, and crying. Jeeze! How was he supposed to make a relationship out of this? She sat back down and he felt frustrated, mixed anger and sorrow, and he just turned sideways, looking away from her. "AH! Clearly a sore point with me. Sorry."

He didn't sound exactly sorry, but more frustrated. And she said something about knowledge and it clicked in his mind. "I don't know. How can someone know something in your head and you can't? Only you might know that one I suspect." the little girl had gotten him riled up so easily by hitting that sore spot, twisting his helplessness with it. "Sounds like I'd better explain."

Angry still at whatever it was in Madalyn's head that was ruining her life, he grimaced. "Look, sorry, but that's...much more then a sore spot. I was found by aurors bound in a dark wizard's place screaming. He did something no one knows and locked everything I know away where it can't be unlocked. More then half my life is gone and they don't know anything about me. I've lived in orphanages for years and unable to get adopted cause of it." It clearly ate away at him by the way he explained it, not spitting out the words, but still on edge.

"Look just tell her not to ever bring that up again. I will not talk about it. I just got adopted by a family this summer and it's been a life changer! My life before them has been horrible bland, boring, dull, and hopeless. I'm trying to forget I'm a cripple in my head, okay?"

MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY

[MADALYN CLAIRE WEASLEY]

FEELS LIKE IT'S FOREVER. SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE RUNNIN' ROUND TOWN TOGETHER. AND I'M DREAMING OF A PLACE CALLED HOME.

As he went on, the tears streamed slowly. All of this was making her head hurt even more than normal. She couldn't fight what she saw the future to be, nor could she fight the evidence that came to her about him being her brother. Lynie knew. Lynie knew way before Maddie that the boy in front of them was indeed their brother. As he went on to talk about what happened, she nodded slowly with an apologetic demeanor. She didn't really know what to say. It wasn't like she could just deny Lynie and agree with him. She had to agree with Lynie, she always knew...

She sat there, hopeless. What was she supposed to do about all of this? It wasn't like there was a cheat sheet for long lost brothers or anything... Then, he said something that made her think. Her memory was locked away too. She could remember the tragedy and the names... That was about it. Anything else, Lynie would inform her about if she needed to know. That was hard, she would much rather have it all locked away. "Yeah... But it's not like you have a 6 year old remembering it all for you, bursting out with that information whenever the hell it feels like..." she said, almost bitterly. What else was she supposed to say to that? It wasn't like she was condemning him for not knowing at all, but she wished there was a way to bring it all back. Then he'd know the truth, and so would Maddie.

She sat there pondering for a moment, not really sure of what to do. Her tears were done falling but her face was wet and her eyes were red. She looked back to him, hoping he wasn't mad anymore. "Well.. regardless.. It's apparent we are both pretty messed up in the head.." she said with a small giggle. Hoping to come back from this mishap, "She's.. uncontrollable.. you have to know that.." She was scared to tell him more, but eventually the entire truth would be dulled out. A quick thought crossed her mind. Maybe he would remember what he looked like back then? I still have the very last family photo... all the way back home. I could show him after Christmas... or maybe have mum Owl it? she pushed the thought and knew she'd have to figure that out later.

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