our july in the rain

[ADMIN KAIT]

okay, so it's not july, but close enough right? i just picked the title cause it's kind of a sad song, and this note is pretty sad for me. before you get totally confused or sad or worried, i'm not leaving the site. if that were so, i would have posted in the absences board. on the contrary, i am staying and hopefully for a long time still. also, i am sooooo so so so sorry for my absence lately. school and work made me really busy and i just didn't have the energy. i should have posted an absence and i should have said something to someone. i realize that and i apologize for not doing so. i also thank you for keeping my characters safe and not deleting me even though i didn't let anyone know. you all are truly amazing and i love each and every one of you.

now, i suppose i should get to the hard part. i really want to stick around and i want to want to be here and writing, if that makes sense. we all know that rp is supposed to be fun and not a chore. it never was for me, but i don't want to experience that feeling to where it pushes me away, because as i stated i love you all and i really did miss you while i was gone. so, in order to keep myself stress free and able to post more often, i will be dropping quite a few characters. i apologize to everyone i had plots with for these characters, and i'm sorry that some of them will have to be requested again because i took wanted ads. i really don't want to upset anyone, so i hope you know i'm not doing this to do that and that you all can forgive me and understand. 

okay, so here it goes..

i will be keeping ANNABETH ELYSE BENNETT, ROSE MINERVA WEASLEY, @pansyparkinson, DAHLIA ALYZABETH MONROE, ARYA EVANGELINE GOYLE, and XARRAH PRIMROSE OLLIVANDER

sadly, i will be dropping everyone else. again, i'm really sorry to everyone for this decision i had to make, but i really think it's for the best.

[PRESTON JANDON SHERWOOD]

Kaitikinsz i understand xD im just. Glad you're. staying because i missed you sooooooo much

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Hugs Kait with all the Hugs

[Deleted]

-pounces kait-
You know, we will never be able to get mad at you.
I am just very glad that you stay, as to dropping characters, I totally understand why you're doing it, it is hard to keep up work and school and having tons of characters in RP, I know, so don't apologize about giving up some characters. Just wanna put it here so you know I still love you.

Meanwhile, keep your head up, we will be here if you need to talk. Don't dwell on the sadness baby. loves you.

[ADMIN KAIT]

okay, so this is late, but i did see it! this... this right here is why i love you all so much. i've mentioned it in the cbox, but i love how accepting you all are. i'm always worried to do something like this or to come back after being gone for so long, but you guys acted as if i was still apart of you guys even though there was a possibility of me not returning. i mean, you guys didn't know. i never said anything to anyone. so yeah, i want to thank you all and i love you soooooo so much. seriously... i don't think i'd stick around if it weren't for you all because you're amazing.. some of you are my best friends, even if we've never met in person. and that's okay. meeting doesn't define a best friend. it's the love and support, the acceptance and the laughter. you all are seriously the best and i don't want you to ever forget that < 3

[Deleted]

*pokes Kait*
That's touching. XP

*hugs*

[ADMIN KAIT]

So, it's happened again and I got caught up in stuff outside of this site. I wasn't sure if I'd be able to come back or not because of how I was feeling with all that was going on and my muse for the site. However, after realizing that I really miss you all, I'm going to stay as best as possible. However, this means the dropping of characters like I did before. BUT, this time I will not be picking up anymore no matter what happens with my muse and if I drop, they stay dropped. I'm going to delete them as soon as possible in order to keep myself sane. I do have to apologize now to those I had plots with because of some of the people I will be dropping. I really am sorry and I hope you can find someone else to play them, or fill that hole. I am also sorry that this is the second time I've had to write a note like this. But things should be looking up from here on. So I suppose I should list my keeping and deleting list now v.v

KEEPING;

ANNABETH ELYSE BENNETT
ROSE MINERVA WEASLEY
EMMALINE GRAY SUMMERBY
XARRAH PRIMROSE OLLIVANDER
ARYA EVANGELINE GOYLE
LORRAINE NICOLE REINHARDT
LYDIA PAIGE CLARENCIEUX
GRACELYN ERICA DUVAL
and
DAHLIA ALYZABETH MONROE

Now, this is subject to change depending on who will remain in plots.. these are the characters I am attached to and have really good plots, but since I have no clue where they are at the moment, a couple more might drop depending on those.

DELETING;
@laurieflint
@lyannallyod
@pansyparkinson
@adelinegreyback
@krystina
@rowen
@evalia
@delaney
@jessica
@clarissa

and then those I had WIP'd

@dani
@mads
@hermione

Again, I am so sorry to you guys. I just really want to stick around and I feel this is the only way I can without feeling super stressed out. I've been here too long to let it go. I love you all < 3