i choose you - james

[XARRAH PRIMROSE OLLIVANDER]

My Dearest James,

How are you, love? I think it's quite safe to say I miss you. It's really hard not seeing your goofy grin around all the time. Plus, there's this ball coming up and while I'm always down for those type of things, as you know all too well, I don't think I want to go. I just don't think I could go with any other guy, even if it was as friends. Also, going with the girls just doesn't seem fun either. All I can picture is watching all the lovely couples dancing together and I won't have you there with me. So, I promised some friends I'll help them get ready (and trust me, they need my help fashion wise... big time) but I will not be attending.

Anyway, I really do miss you and I hope you're doing well. Don't have too much fun with your new mates without me, yeah?

Love Always, Xarrah

JAMES SIRIUS POTTER

[JAMES SIRIUS POTTER]

Dear Xarrah,

I'm doing well, but I miss you, too. We should definitely plan for a visit next Hogsmeade weekend - that way I can see your pretty face! I'm not sure how I'm going to cope the rest of the year with you being so far away. It's only September! And you're sure you don't want to go? I bet it'd be loads of fun...and your friends will miss you. I hate that you're going to coop yourself up in the common room just because of me...of course, I want to go with you. I wish that was possible. Couldn't you at least go for a little while? I don't want you missing out on the fun of your seventh year!

I miss you too love. And I promise, no one is as fun to be around as you.

All my love, James

[XARRAH PRIMROSE OLLIVANDER]

My Dearest James,

I'm so glad to hear that! I mean, the fact you're doing alright. Well, I like hearing you miss me too, but you know. I completely agree with you! I would love to see you. Maybe this time without getting chocolate. It seems that's a popular outing for us. But anyway, I'm sure. I know it's my last year and it will probably be fun, but I just don't think I could do it. It wouldn't feel right without you. Who says I'll be in the common room? I could hang out in my bed too. But, I wish it were possible as well. I'd give anything to have a dance with you Mr. Potter. I will be fine, so don't worry about me! I will stay in the tower and read or something. I'll figure it out.

Aw, good. Though, I really do hope you're fairing well and making new friends! Maybe I can meet them sometime. And you're on the same team as Scorpius Malfoy, right? How's that going? I know you were tense about it cause of him and your cousin.

Love Always, Xarrah

JAMES SIRIUS POTTER

[JAMES SIRIUS POTTER]

Dear Xarrah,

I knew what you meant, dear, haha. And yes - we do get chocolate a lot! We should do something different. Let me think about it and I'll have to surprise you with something. I mean, of course there's only so many things we can do that are different, but I'll think of something, don't you worry! And hm. Well, I can't force you to go of course, but I hope you'll think about popping in or something. Just do something fun even if you don't go - splurge and eat some cake or something. I know, lame, but it's my attempt at making you see I don't want you missing out. A dance with me? Hm, we might be able to arrange that somehow. Are you coming home for Christmas? I know it's early to be talking about that, but I'm just wondering so we could try and make plans for it.

No, no, I really am doing well and making friends with people through Quidditch. It's an awesome experience. Me and Malfoy? Eh. I guess it's better than it was, but we're not cuddling up on cold nights if you know what I mean. I'm trying to be easy on it for Rose's sake, but it's hard to switch off a disliking of someone when you've done it for so long.



All my love, James