owls to no one // Open

[LORCAN ELIJAH SCAMANDER]

No One,

So hopefully my twat of an owl doesn't take this to some person actually named No One, if that's the case this is just a letter to stranger and you are welcome to write back or send this on to someone who would like to read it. So recently I just haven't many people to talk to in my world. But I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm putting myself into a situation that I probably don't want to be in for the long run. I mean I want to but I logically know there's a lot of problems with it. I'm in love with a girl who's engaged and to make her parents happy I think she's going to go through with this. I think we're still together at the moment, but I feel like bloody idiot. I've never been someone to settle down in my life, in fact I've down right hated settling. Terrible word isn't it, settle. It means you don't get the best you can have. This girl though, she's amazing but has been forced into something that I'm not sure she wants.

Yes, I've declared I am a bloody idiot. The man she's been engaged to used to be my former best friend. I don't believe we'll ever be friends again. Sure I'm a bit of a wild child, maybe this is my fault but this is the only girl who's captured my attention for longer than five minutes. I can't help it that I'm completely in love with her. Anyways Mum was right, writing a letter to no one in particular. Someone will be willing to read my terrible letter. Never have been good at writing these but that's everything. I'm just a bloody idiot.

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