On the line; My sanity (edward)

[LEYSHELL NICOLE CONNER]

EDWARD GUNNAR AVERY,

So I know you're all doom, gloom and darkness right now which is good, I need a cynic in my life right now. Even more cynical than me because well, im a horrible person. And im pretty sure I'm not talking about the pile of dead body trying to gnaw at my moral compass,.im evil and I know it. Im talking about, evil as in I think I have feelings for the boy my parents contracted me with. THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING.

Did I forget to tell you about the contract? It happened before school started, and well he' hot and a good kisser but he's a player. He' like evrythinge I hate about guys, but at the same time I can respect him his drive for power. Plus my parents put an anti-murder clause in the contract and stupid rings pretty but stupid. Im losing my mind, I can decide what I feel and im seriously getting jealous of the girls he talks to, why should I care, its not like I wanted this right....right. you're good at checking enchantments right, because im sure ive been spelled or something.

Now, let us not forget that you havent writtten me in awhile, im upset with you, how are you?anybody warming your bed? Is he or she hott, and are you willing to share details.

Love,
Leyshell

[EDWARD GUNNAR AVERY]

LEYSHELL NICOLE CONNER,

Listen up darling... You are all googly eyed and wonky over this boy because you just... aren't evil enough apparently. I'm laughing at you right now. Honestly... It is slightly sad that you are softening yourself for a boy..

And contract? You're going to have to elaborate a bit more on that... Your parents? Ugh.. remember... I don't have any?

You're right.. I haven't said anything to you. I've been decently busy. Someone has to flip the bottles and glasses.

Well.. I've been good.. Nothing too bad happening.. for me anyway. I take it you've heard about the kidnappings and attacks? I personally find these silly. If you want to put threats out, why do something so minor... Take a life in the Prophet's eye? Only joking, of course, this "Dark Lady" business is getting irritating... Why doesn't she just make a move? Let's play chess and take a damn piece already...

Anyway. I don't have all the time in the world to write to you, so don't take it personal if you don't get an owl for a week...

Oh.. and as far as my bed goes... the only time it is any of your business is while you are in it.. So don't ask.

Enjoy..
Gunnar.... -Stop calling me Edward.. >.<

[LEYSHELL NICOLE CONNER]

EDWARD GUNNAR AVERY

You're awful, just know and besides im not going all mushy mushy, I just find myself, caring about what he does, which is why I need your almighty wisdom (sarcasm) to talk some sense Into me, and or give me advice, because I need to keep him at an arms length, you know I cant give "her" and leverage....she already has my family sort of.

And a contract...and arrianged marriage...the contract states I cant kill him...ever. you could do it if course, I have too many bodies on my hand, and yes I have saw the paper and I agree, we're sitting ducks and its stupid, but then again we aren't calling the shots. It's not even worth the effort raging about it because I honestly dont care untill I have to actually fight. My obligations are to aid her in her cause and not betray, thats it.

Oh? Are you proposition me because om definitely intrigued, alot of girls lose their cherry to their "bestfriends" and yes im half-laughing and half-curious. I do hear rumors though, cant you spare a small amout of details?

Pfft..gunnar...I guess,
Leyshell